Do not tell people how much you love your horse(s), how much you care about them if you do not Provide "Adequate Food, Water, Shelter and an Acceptable Level Of Care" (meaning along with ADEQUATE Food, Water and Shelter, trimming their feet, deworming them, treating ALL injuries and sickness, getting their teeth cared for when necessary, providing salt and/or vitamins, minerals, a large space to live in, etc, all things required when you own a horse)!!!  Nobody wants to hear your many excuses when you don't!!!  Nobody!!!  This is not about you and your hardships, this is about the animal that depends on you for it's Health and Well Being.