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YESTERDAY'S
WINE
All she wanted to do was go outside and play. Was that so
hard for everyone to understand? Golly, she knew what was
going on, but why couldn't she go outside and just play a
bit.
Finally
after one more big hug from an overweight, normally fairly
cranky Aunt, they said she could go outside for a minute or
two.
More
like quit bugging us, child and go away. Good enough, she
snuggled her favorite teddy bear close to her chest and let
herself out the sliding glass balcony doors.
It
was a relief to be out in the bright sunshine and away from
the depressing adults, sitting around and gossiping about
everything and anything. First she ambled over to the big
oak tree and leaned against the rough bark, pressing her cheek
into its old wooden skin.
But
now she was blocked from the sun by the towering spread of
branches above her and right now she wanted the sun and the
happiness that came with it. Patting the tree, she said goodbye
to it.
As
she walked, she could almost smile from the smell of the newly
cut grass, it was a pleasant smell of mother earth and all
things good. Abruptly she sat down, laying Teddy aside she
quickly unstrapped her shoes and slipped them off. Then her
knee high socks. Standing, she wiggled her toes, the blades
of green tickling her tiny feet. She began to run, skipping
as she went. She felt like laughing, it would be good to laugh.
But No, that wouldn't be good, not today. Her chest suddenly
felt tight, almost painfully so. Stopping, the first little
tear slipped down her cheek, she muffled the sound of her
sobs threatening to break out from within her. Turning her
eyes searched for her Teddy. Ah, there, she had left the fuzzy
brown bear beside her shoes and socks. Walking slowly now,
she started back.
She
heard the excited yip and her eyes immediately went to the
small hole in the tall white-boarded fence along the back
lane. Barreling full out through the gap came ten pounds of
hurtling dynamite. Trixie! It was Trixie! She dropped to her
knees, arms open wide. The sun shone bright on the silver
curls of the dogs coat.
Trixie
literally knocked Amanda off her knees, when she flung herself
into the waiting, outstretched arms. Laughing now, Amanda
tried to hold onto the dog whose own smiling face was filled
with such joy. But the dog wiggled free and headed full out
for the stuffed bear across the lawn. Amanda squealed, "Oh
no you don't, you little, bear eating dog, don't you dare
steal my Teddy". The game was on!
Racing
ahead of the running girl, Trixie snapped onto the bear and
began to run circles around the yard. Around the oak tree,
down the path leading to the garden in the back corner, Amanda
in hot pursuit. Teddy bear waving in the air now, then Teddy
bouncing on the ground. Laughing, feet flying, Amanda kept
up the chase.
Finally
the dog skidded under the branches of the tree and collapsed,
panting in the hidden shade. She rested her head on her stolen
prize, eyes bright with mischief. Out of breath, Amanda dropped
down beside her. "Give me my Teddy, you bear thief".
The
dog relinquished her prize as she had always done after a
good chase. Amanda brushed the clinging grass off the slightly
damp toy and laid it aside. Sitting with her back against
the bark, she gathered the toy poodle in her arms. Trixie
fit so perfectly in her arms, just like she had always done
ever since the girl was old enough to hold her. Amanda buried
her face in the coat of the dog. Silently, she breathed in
the smells of her Gramma's companion.
Yes,
she could smell Gramma's Cinnamon Buns, oh how she loved going
with her Mother, hand in hand, down the back lane, the short
walk to Gramma's house and always, sitting at the big, old
kitchen table and eating one of those Cinnamon Buns.
And
she could smell Gramma's home made Crabapple Wine. It stung
her nose a bit, making her want to sneeze. Everybody always
said that Gramma Rose made the best Crabapple wine in the
country. Why, even their church Minister was known to stop
there at Rose's house for a glass of wine.
And
she could smell Gramma's baby powder scent if she tried hard
enough. But that wine sure did mask it a lot today. The girl
and dog stayed under the tree, just the two of them, hidden
by the branches from the world surrounding them.
Finally
Trixie began to squirm. Amanda wasn't ready yet. "I know,
Trixie, you aren't supposed to get out of Gramma's yard and
come visit me, but don't go home just yet, stay awhile please".
The dog squirmed free, then sitting in front of Amanda, she
looked up into the girls face, her eyes meeting the girls.
Silently, without sound, their love for each other passed
between them. Slowly the dog stood and for a brief moment
she reached up her paw and touched the rosy cheek of her beloved
Amanda. Stretching her nose foreword, she licked the tears
away from the girl's sad blue eyes. Then turning she trotted
back across the grass towards the hole in the fence. Amanda
watched the sun flash golden on the silver coat of her friend,
until the dog disappeared from sight.
Carefully
Amanda slipped each sock on, then each shoe. Clutching Teddy
to her chest, she entered the house. She was almost all the
way down the hallway to her room before anyone even noticed
she was back. Aunt Heather's voice stopped her. "Child,
where are you going"? Her voice small, "To my room,
Aunt Heather".
"We
saw you running out in the yard, are you tired now, Child"?
"Yes, Aunt Heather", came the small voice. She closed
the door to her room and lay wearily on her bed. She sighed
and closed her eyes.
Cranky
Aunt Bella shifted her bulk in the kitchen chair, "That
little girl is going to miss her Gramma something fierce,
now pour me another wee bit of Rose's Crabapple wine before
it's all gone". Amanda's Mother dabbed her eyes, her
voice from crying, "Yes, Amanda is going to miss her
grandmother but I think she is going to miss the dog more,
they played together every single day. Every day, Trixie would
get out of her own yard and come through a hole in the fence
to play with my little girl". She broke down in tears
again. Aunt Heather poured each of them a bit more wine, "Pity,
the dog dying in the accident with Rose, such a pity".
THE
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